i seriously got a one way ticket to pittsburgh not knowing what was to come of this.
And now moving here has become a real possibility.
What in the actual fuck. I’m scared.
To my mom:
I used to think think you played the bad cop more often than the good cop. but now i am old enough to realize you were the good cop all along. Thank you for being my mother and my father, it wasn’t an easy task. And i didn’t help the cause. Thank you for being patient with me when i couldn’t understand why he died and blamed you for it for most of my life. Thank you for absorbing my anger and taking my blows with dignity. Thank you for never letting me think of him in a bad light, even when it meant that I would think of you in a bad one. Thank you for teaching me how to be a lady and letting me grow. Thank you for giving me strength and supporting me even when you had nothing left. Thank you for showing me that you could be strong enough to raise our entire family when they tried to take our house and we couldn’t afford to buy food. You’ve sacrificed your entire life to show me that I can do anything on my own. You are my guidance and my role model. I love you. you are appreciated.
Grimes (via fassadenmensch)
this is perfect.